The New Me!!!!

I'm finally back~~the real me =)
last 2months i was moody and sad for something...
my close friends all knew what was happened on me...
but then i'm now fully recovered from my sadness!!!!
i'm really feel glad to have my friends who support me all the time!
when i need help...they always lend me their hands!
no doubt...they worried me when i look not ok =S
sorry to let you guys worry about me!!!
i'm fine actually...just sometimes feel so tired and need time to clear my mind...
remain silent doesn't mean i am moody...but i need some times to chill myself...
i've learnt many things these few months...
some are painful lesson...but..they make me more mature and independent =)
i'm trying to be optimist and have positive thinking!
i know i can make it...just the matter of time!!
after some incidents...i've more close connection with my friends...
they also told me that they understand me more...

some people will ask me either i feel regret for any decision i had made...
i will answer them NO with full of confident...
no why,but there is no point for me to regret..
even i had made a wrong decision...
feel regret cant make things change but will only make myself feel uneasy...
so i never feel regret for any decision i had made in my life...
sometimes i may choose for wrong pathway..but i will continue to finish the path i've choose..
even it is harder and painful...
nevertheless..i believe that you will gain more experience from the lesson...
you will learn how to solve your problems by your own...
it can makes you stronger...
feeling of pain is just temporary...it can be healed by time...
but those lesson will always in your mind and remind you..

i need to say thanks for those who ever hurt me...
they make me stronger and know to appreciate what i'm having now...
thanks for those who help me before...
when someone bad for you...you will know people who around you are really by your side and support you all the time!!!
well...some people said something hurtful to you...
you may feel sad,emotional and moody for days...
but then...why don't take those hurtful sentences as a lesson??
learn from mistakes and stand up again...
after cried...tell myself that nothing can beat myself down!!
stand up again...your true friends and family will definitely help you!
don't always think that how pity we are...
we may not know at the another side of the Earth..
there are much more people who suffering as well...
many people can still continue to live as they courage enough to face the problems...
you will never feel alone as they are also suffering with you...
so lets be strong!!!

tell myself i can make it!!!
yes....i did it!!!
smile always as everyone looks good with a smiling face!!!
let things go doesn't mean you don't care and mind about it...
but to let yourself feel better...
forgive people and treat yourself better~
it's time to say bye bye to sad face and welcome my smile come back to my face!!!

Finally~

yes!!! finally my final test is over =)
many things happened these few weeks~~~
of course there are bad news and also good news for myself...
bad news is...final is so hard T.T
especially the Chemistry....
students complained about those questions are too hard for us!
absolutely!!!!how can we finish 30MCQ, 7structures within 1hour30mins??
i'm quite disappointed with my chemistry paper...i'm definitely fail!
when comes to math,applied math considered okies,but not for pure math...>.<
made tonnes of careless mistakes!! ok fine..it's over~
no comment for biology and general paper~ =X
to make matter worse...these few days i can really feel the stress and pressure..
this made me cant answer questions in well condition...
but then final is finally over...i got no chance to regret at all...
thus,look forward~!!! =)

second thing to share is I'm finally "legal" 18!!!! hahahah...
before the week we have final test was my birthday...
my coursemates and best friends gave me lot of suprises~!!!
i'm really appreciate what they did for me!!!
so far it is my most memorable birthday!!!
what they did are really touch!!! i'm glad to have such friends...
i did enjoy the days we all spent together and crazy together!!!
my coursemates all co-operate to "cheat" me and give me a suprise at college =)
after school we then went to KLCC for our dinner at Dessert Bar...
and the next day..my best friends bought me Secret Recipe cake to my house when i go for my piano lesson...
after celebrated at my house..my friend gave me a small suprise...
that was our little secret when we were young =)
yeah..really thanks...i feel much much more better after those hard times...
and my last suprise will be a horror movie T.T the "Child's Eyes"
first time watch this kind of horror movie...
of course it's not fun!!!! scared me a lot!!!!! what a "good" present!
besides that..i've also received many gifts from my friends~

after my birthday...
i spent almost all my time to study for my final in the following week~
haha....that one nothing much can share about....
but within the days...i can feel who is really care of me when i feel tension...
thank who ever helped me in my life...
you guys make my life more coulorful and meaningful~

My Life~~

test 3 is coming soon....>.<
i dont wish to die for my test 3!!!!!!
i shall study everyday...but i'm so so so lazy!!!
i dont even finish my tutorial works =X
so bad of me!!!!! =(
cant go out that often lately until i finish my test 3....
i'm wondering...is it my friends are all study hard for their test???
how do i control myself not to online that much???
but i used to chat with my friends in msn on night..
because after came back from college...i feel my mental is so tired...
but luckily...my friends also make me smile and laugh...
because we are the crazy one!!! hehe....
i dont think i will spend so much time at here after this post..
due to i need to study....no choice...A-level is not joking...
anyway...i feel happy lately...
because i'm always keep in touch with my parents...
i talk to them for so long every night...
daddy will shares with me what lectures talked about when he attended for lectures..
sometimes i also buy my parents foods n goods...
i love my parents!!!! =)
i wish i am a good daughter....
even thought i have something hide from them...
but i wish they still believe in me...
wish all my friends love their parents as much as possible...
because we dont even know how long we can spend our time with them..
as they getting older day to day...

Here I Am~~

okies...it feels a lilttle bit weird for me...
wondering why I'm so easy to get emo lately....
but i'm trying to chill myself~~~
because i'm always tell myself that i am a happy girl =)
i guess most of my friends have the same feeling...
sometimes we just don't feel like to do something that others ask or request for...
we wish to reject...but...
in some conditions...we just don't have the right to choose...
it might be our fault or it might carries some bad effects if we never follow...
sigh..we got no choice...we can only obey...
i don't like this kind of feeling...
honestly i'm not an obedient girl...
everyone can just say me as a naughty girl...
and i admit i am...when comes to this i never try to hide...
and i know i am quite straight forward...
may be i grew older...my mind is more mature?? i think just a lilttle bit more mature..
some how i don't want to see anyone feel disappointed when i never follow what they say...
thus i will do what they wish to...
it may sounds so wrong...but what to do besides that??
it is hard to change the environment and others...
why not i'm just start from myself and change myself to adapt it???
yet...i am still immature now...
but i have confident that i am getting more mature day to day...
sometimes...i'll just find myself some works...
and clear my mind,keep on thinking when i'm doing the works...
i started to understand myself...
i will always think to negative side initially....
but i wonder why...there is always a power or a kind of spirit??
i'm not so sure as well...
will always changes my mind and think to positive side...
at last...i always make myself smile...no doubt that is not pretending to be happy..
that is...i found out to view the incident from another degrees...
for some people...they may think it's a kid of silly action which idiots trying to make themselve happy and escape from problems...
but...why cant we let ourselve live happily???
even how sad we are...does the sadness can help us???
no right??? it will only makes us down...
the way for me is...
i may looks quiet and serious at first...because at that time i was thinking about some serious business...
well...after that i will never continue to sad...
i will chill myself and cheer myself up...
everyone has their own way to make themselve happier...
and i want to tell myself that...

"no one can hurt you,unless yourself...
people can cheer you up...but you have to stand up by yourself...
every difficulty can be solved if you want to...
all problems have their own solutions...
if there is no solution for the problem,it is not a problem anymore..
obstacles cant hit you down if you're not willing to give up and let yourself fall down!!!"

you are who you are...no joking with your life...
how long can one person live on this planet???
even it is 80years or more...
it's still not enough time to let you finish all the things you want to do...
so why we are here to waste our time to sad???!!!
smart people will never do anything that useless for them...
so you are one of the smart people or????

Holidays~~~

hoho....finally i'm here to update my blog....
actually imma kinda lazy to update my blog...due to my laziness...
so i'm going to have a great 1 week holidays!!!!
okies...just share something about my studies kay???
actually I never regret to choose A-level....
no why...just because it is helping me to build a strong base before go to degree...
I'm nt trying to offend others...
but A-level is really studying a wide range of things...
I'm glad that i met all my friends at college...
some of them did motivated me to study...
I've learnt many things too...
another thing is...may be i grew older...
i have more social activities with my friends...
like go shopping with my sisters....
go high tea,PC fair and so on...
I'm now in love with busy life...it makes me feel that my life is so fulfill...
but my wallet is crying too XD sometimes spend too much...
i have to plan nicely before go out!!!!
okies...i'm waiting my holidays for so long!!!
because...it's my last holidays before my year end exam >.<
i will apppreciate the times...but i still need to do revision at home...
if not i will die badly in my test 3~A.K.A year end exam...
i wonder why...i love to do exercise lately...
last time...i was extremely hate the feeling of sweating..
because it made me felt so dirty,sticky and uncomfortable...
but now...it's not...
after sport and sweating...then go for a bath...
you will feel that your body is so fresh and even your mind also...
you will be so energytic for the following hours...
all my friends are also enjoying their holidays~~ =)
so lets crazy on our holidays!!!!

Random one~

me and suet li...she got sick lately~

hmm....home alone again~~~but i love home alone =)
opsss....not so good...because...i hurt my legs and hands today =.=

the floor is so steep lar!!! plus i never pay attention while i was walking because i felt so sleepy...

then fall down >.<>

and my white pant and white shirt get dirty!!!!

ehem!!! so careless!!!! and there was only a sentence stared on my mind...

"NO SCARS PLEASE!!!!!"

the sense of pain is doesn't matter to me...

but i dont wish any scar left on my legs!!!!

and daddy brought us back durians~~~

so nice!!! yummy!!!! i've ate durians for 3 or 4times within a month...

my god...but usually my daddy will purchase the organic one... =P

erm....all people are busy lately...who can let my distrub??

and test 2 is coming soon....need to study hard...

but sometimes i really cannot concentrate in class....

no doubt...because i feel sleepy all the time...

while lecturer is talking and explaining a question...

i listened for 30% and another 70% was gave back to lecturer...

as a conclusion...i don't understand the question at all... XD

thus i need to spend more time on catch up the syllabus...

usually i sleep on 12.00am then wake up on 5.30am...

i admit i am a pig....5hours30minutes sleeping time is totally not enough for me...

same to some of my friends as well...

and my close friend,Suet Li got sick last few days...

pity her man....but soon she will be ok ^^

Dinner~

I had a dinner with my relatives =)
we celebrated grandma's birthday last night at restaurant~~
my relatives were shocked when they saw me...
because i changed a lot compare to last year XD
may be i keep my hair long and wore contact lens...
so it's quite big different from last time...
i chat non-stop with my sister cousins...
they so funny lar....but same to me XD
we shared our experinces and gossip!!!!
yeah~~~girls love gossip!!!!
i learnt many things from them too ^^
i ate a lot~~~because i love to eat!!!!
hmmm....i thought we got not much to talk about..
due to we had months never meet...
but what i worried about is just an extra...
because they are too friendly to be!!
some more 3 of us are really match...
without 15minutes...we can talk like we met for few days...
no secret..the real of us =)
i still remember how childish and funny we were while we were just kids...
it's so sweet!!! and nice memories i ever had =)
i'm glad that we still have the chance to meet and chat...
i think we should find a day and have a high tea!!!
besides that....my cousins are more handsome and pretty...
i wish all of us have a good life and bright future...
let's fight for our future ^^

SWEET DAY~~~

I had a great time with my babes at KLCC this afternoon!!!
we went to secret recipe~~
we ordred for few different types of cakes...they tasted good!!
no doubt...we were the craziest one!!! and we took lots of picssss~~
more than hundred i guess...
and this post will be very long due to i'll post up some pics at the bottom...
it's really a nice time with them!!!! i enjoyed it a lot!!!
ok...lets show u some of my pics....
i choosed the funny 1 and show u guys kay????


eating eating!!! yum yum!!! desserts can always make me happy!!!

yerrr....we looked so ugly~~~haha

arghh!!! cake was dropped onto my palm!!! i looked weird with that emo~

oh my god~!!! damn ugly ni~~~~

wakaka....crazy right??? but i love this~!!

creamy lips!!! lend me a tissue~~ (a crazy girl is just behind me XD )

looked so evil lar O.O!!!! ngek ngek negk(evil~)

grrr!!!! i am a pig ^@^

haha....this picture makes ppl feel like wanna punch me....

I'm killing the cake!!!! grrr!!!!

hugging each other!!! so sweet right??? kakaka....

owh yeah~i love this 1...me and my wallet!!! dont say i looks like an aunty with this wallet T.T

hahaha....how do i looks like in this picture????

hey!!!! i want kiss kiss too!!!!! where's mine???

smiling~~~~~~~fake right???? hehe

me with suet li~~~~pretending we are serious...lol

hooi yee ng is acting like the guy but she failed to do so XD

MAMAMIYA~~~~~~

owh yeah~~~~~~~~~~finally i decided to deactivate my facebook account =)
i think my mum will be the happiest one XD
aiya....i know that facebook is for me to keep in touch with my friends...
but i spent too much of time on it...
it's not a good sign for my studies oh~~~~~~
thus i decided to deactivate my account just like what my friend did...
hmmm....so will my days become boring after i deactivated my facebook account???
i dont care about it lar....i only know that my result is out of my expectation...
and i wish i can get a better result!!!! that's all what i want!!!
okay....i am a lazy and crazy girl XD
i realised that i getting crazier recently!!! oh my god~!!!
anyway...i'm really enjoy my college life....
even it's tension...but it's sweet and fun as well...
after all...i'm crazy with movies lately...
but due to my schedule not allows me to go out that frequent...
so...i missed out lots of good movies!!!! T.T
i think i will download and watch at pc lar =P
save money,save time and save energy too!!!!
besides that....chemistry test is coming soon....
what a crazy life??? i'm just finish my test not long ago....
test 2 is coming????? owh gosh~~~~~~ fainted!!!!
and if any of us got 1question wrong in section A then whole paper will becomes 0mark!!
our chemistry lecturer is just COOL!!!!
i wish i could stand for it T.T
nothing special happens lately...a simple life =)
but i enjoy it a lot...
and i'm always happy lately...wonder why...
may be i have a lot of connections with my friends and some people who important to me~~
umm....it's time go do my own stuffs...
see ya guys =)

Lately~

I'm really busy lately....
but the main reason is i spent most of my free time on facebook lar XD
and I'm lazy to update my blog too...
so...before i go to sleep...
drop down something here for fun XD
A-level is really busy....
but i enjoy the time with my classmates =)
I've a lot of fun with them....
there is only few more years for me to enjoy study life...
so I will appreciate the days I'm still a student....
I know I'm not a good student...
I study last minute and sometimes didn't finish my tutorial works...
I must improve myself!!!!
and I got a news from my dear,Hui Ru...
she told me that Li Wei had deactivated her facebook account...
huh???? can do so huh???
I should ask her how to make it...
I dont want facebook affect my studies!!
yup...I admit I'm not strong enough to stand with all entertaiments...
so to ban all these games is the only way for me to stop wasting time on them...
hmm....should I????
anyway....I'm started to blur now...
I think I gotta sleep now...
please....give me a high quality sleep tonight!!!!
I need so much of energy to fight for my test,quiz and presentation tomorrow!!!
okay~~~just a very simple article to tell about my days lately...
may update my blog lesser and lesser...
but I think not much people will visit my blog~~
leave it there until I'm free to then only I'll update my blog XD
good night everyone~~can't wait to lay on my bed now!!!
I'm coming~~my lovely bed.... =)
sweet sweet sweet dreamzzzzzzz~~~~~~~~

席慕容《分享》

当你碰到某个对你特别的人 不要太轻易就感动

当你碰到某个让你心仪的对象 也不要马上深陷

当某天有个人向你告白 也请你慢慢发现他的好

当某天有个人对你倾吐 也不忘静静聆听他的心

欣赏你的人可以使你充满自信

批评你的人可以使你愈挫愈勇

伤害你的人可以使你更加坚强

疼惜你的人可以使你知道感恩(付出)

依赖你的人可以让你拥有能力

想依靠的对象可以让你歇歇脚

没有不好的人事物

只欠缺不好好用心体会的人

付诸热诚还以原色过个好的艺术生活

飨宴周遭,一直以为幸福在远方，

在可以追逐的未来。

我的双眼保持著眺望，

我的双耳仔细聆听，

唯恐疏忽错过。

后来才发现,那些握过的手，

唱过的歌,流过的泪，爱过的人

所谓的曾经,就是幸福。

I love life~

a bad news....my biology lecturer is going to leave Malaysia and stay at US at the soon...
no doubt...she is a good teacher....some more a very pretty lecturer!!!
and my friends told me that the new lecturer that gonna replace her is a new lecturer...
they told me that she is lack of experinces....>.<
makes me worry about my biology....
will my biology practical's teacher is the new lecturer as well???
I'm really wish Miss Junnie is my bio lecturer for these 3 semesters...
anyway....I'm still wish she have a great life over there...
exam is coming soon on mid of july...and the chemistry test paper,our ''BELOVED'' lecturer will makes it earlier...
he is too good to us!!!! even me and Pei Rong asked a question...
he scolded us ''You didnt pay attention in my class....Are you sleeping in the class???'' =.=
do you think I'm really hope to ask you questions???
ok fine....I know i got into trouble because i haven study chemistry...
our ''BELOVED'' lecturer always says that ''If you haven study then you got into trouble.''
actually i learnt quite a lot things in these few days....
we are growing everyday and becoming mature day to day....
I'm really appreciate the time with everyone who around me...
you guys make my life more colourful and meaningful...
so I want to say thanks to all of you no matter who you are...
life is short...why don't we just always be happy??
yes...there may some sad things happen...but because of that you will become stronger so that you can overcome your sadness and stand up again to fight for ur future...
and I'm learning to be courage while facing problems.....
I know I can do it...just the matter of time... =)

Random~

finally changed the new template and header for my blog...
it's good that blogger is now provides the new feature...
which is new templates for bloggers without losing anything in ur blog...
i felt bored...
so looked for some new headers from google...
wondering what my friends had done in these 2weeks holidays..
i mean for those who have same holidays as mine =)
my dearest mum nagging me non-stop...
no doubt....that is only 1 simple answer...
because she realised that i never study in these teo weeks!!!!
hahaha....i don't know i want to laugh or cry man~~~ T.T
i'm worrying about that can i still wake up on 5.30am and go to college everyday??
many classmates were asked me to stay at hostel which i dont need to spend so much of time go and back from college to house...
but then i prefer to stay at home...
i used to eat at home every night...and i think i can sleep well on my bed than hostel's bed XD
besides that..i heard some people complain about the connection at hostel is sux...
so they cannot access internet or play online games...
and for sure you will get bored with the foods at canteen...
so i prefer to stay at home than hostel...even it's save time...
tomorrow going back to grandma's house at Perak...
but i miss Hui Ru...too bad...i'm going to miss the chance to meet her on this sunday...
ok...let's wait for next sunday okay????
ehemm......my test 1 is coming soon on july T.T
and my brain is still emtpy??? just joking XD
not empty...but still cannot expert in everything...
i guess i can only answer some very very very simple questions...
tricky questions??? owh man...stay away from me pls~~
chemistry,biology,mathematics,G.P, and Malaysian Studies,
could you guys please love me??? i love you guys so much!!!!
so dont let me down =P

haha.....I'm going to say bye bye to my holidays~~
okies....some of my friends have world cup fever XD
but I'm not...
even thought I'm not but then I'm influenced by them...
my parents and I love the 2010 world cup theme song so much!!!
the lyric of Wavin' Flag makes me feel like I'm part of them...
a very nice song... =)
and yesterday went out with Li Wei...
we watched Karate Kid...it's a nice movie...
Jaden Smith is so so so cute!!!!
while we watching the movie...
there were some scenes very panic...
Li Wei kept holding my wrist tightly XD
I said : ''In future,your boyfriend will be very pity while watching movie with you...''
haha....don't blame me ya my dear...
but then it's ok for me to hold my wrist that tight...
and I also bought a belt,a dress and a pair of shoes~~
spent lots of money T.T
but then was a enjoyable day...

My Holidays~~~

I've been so so so long never update my blog....
because my CPU was spoiled....
and I took some days to ask my friend's brotehr to help me purchase a new 1...
so now i got a brand new CPU.....
it's quite happy for me..... =)
1 more thing is....i'm enjoying my holidays~~~
relax???? not really....feel guilty....
this saturday and sunday will go back to hometown....
can i just stay at home with my sweetie pc????
but daddy will never ever allow me to do so....
thus....forget about it....
i don't know what should i do at grandma's house....
may be will mad with my cousin~~~~
wondering is it my classmates all studying???? >.<
i'm not really enjoy my holidays =(
eeeee......i feel guilty i never study at all....
test 1 is coming soon....i'm still slacking here....
but i'm just dont have the mood to study...
owh ya.....and i had done something with my eyebrow...
now i looks more mature XD
dont laugh at me and call me aunty when u meet me on street!!!!
but i like it =X
i want to be more lady and fenimine....haha...
i know i'm going to fail.....
come back to the topic.....
i need some motivations to make me study....
mami is nagging me for a whole day~~~~
''Why you never study 1???? Sat in front computer for a whole day!!!!'' bla bla bla~~~
i know she is worrying me~~~
but mami.....i seems like addicted on playing computer =X
ok.....i think no more things to let me share on here...
so...see ya guys....i miss my bed....but miss my computer more....
let's online more awhile ya =P
dont blame me lar mami....hehe...bye~

New Life Style...

yesterday went to college again...
go to my college is a tiring process....
I'm need to take LRT(star-line) from Salak Selatan station to Masjid Jamek..
after that buy the ticket for Masjid Jamek to Wangsa Maju(Putra)...
when arrived Wangsa Maju students need to take either Metro bus or TARC's bus go to college...
the whole journey will take almost 1hour >.<
I need to go to college everyday... T.T
luckily I have my friends to accompany me....
tomorrow gonna go to college again to take my schedule and register for ID card...
today will be the last holiday T.T
and I'm started to worry about my study...
I wish I could handle all my subjects...
and I had choosed my subjects...
I choosed General Paper,Biology,Chemistry,Physics and Mathematics...
I think I'll drop a subject...
I've watched a movie last night...
YES!! It's Ip Man 2!!!
very nice man!!! Proud to be chinese XD
you guys should have a look for this movie =)
actually was wondering to watch Iron Man or Ip Man...
but my friend told me that...
Iron Man is not that nice....
thus I prefered to watch Ip Man 2 =)
never regret for my decision~~~~
last but not least...
tomorrow going to take salary ^.^
woohoo~~~
go to office and meet my friends...
hahaha....see ya guys...

College Life~~

I've been so long never update my blog...
yes..no other reason....just because I'm lazy to update XD
finally updated a post...because after college life I'll be very busy...
yesterday went for orientation....
not really nice...but at least i got some ideas about A-level...
A-level (science) will be divided into 13 classes @.@
the competative is high enough!!!
I'm so tension about it...
even I haven get my schedule and which class I'm going enter to...
my friend.Suet Li told me that...
to apply A-level and study A-level just like challenging herself...
when i heard that...yes...I'm agreed what she said...
it's challenging me!!!!
I just wish i could do well in examinations...
owh ya..when talking about examinations...
I want to scream ''OH MY GOD!!!!''
because we're going to have 7 or 8 examinations =.=
TEST 1,TEST 2,TEST 3(year end exam),Mid-course,Trial,AS and A2~~~
I'll faint....do exam papers make me mad???
the answer is so simple...YES!!!!
but I'll never regret I choosed A-level...
lecturers tried to build up our confidence...
they told us that...
if we do listen what lecturers say on class,done all the works that lecturers give and do pass year questions...
she guarantee we can get a very good result....
it's very easy to say...
but very hard for us to do...
hmmm....but then I did told myself...
don't let the people who around me down....
I can do it if I want to!!!
yes....I did told myself and I promised myself...
why I cant??? I have no reason to say NO...
because I want to get my dream course on degree....
luckily I have a friend who choosed same subjects with me...
my friends....I wish you guys same as what I'm thinking of...
believe in yourselve!!!!
we don't want to lose and lost...
we do our best for our future...
come..everybody say YES!!!!
waiting for my schedule and college life next monday~~
wish me good luck and all the best....
fight for my future!!!! GO!!!!

My First Driving Lesson...

just went for driving lesson on this noon....
i thought it will be a scary lesson....
but what i expected is totally wrong....
it's fun and nice =)
i brought my jacket for lesson...
not because of it's cold...
but i heard that ur arm will get sun burn if u learning on afternoon...
thanks Li Wei and Hui Ru reminded me....
the uncle explained to me about gears,signals and pedals....
then i sat on driver seat...
i'm just followed what the uncle said...
but uncle do you know that...
the way you speak just as fast as a rocket...
sometimes i cant get what you want to tell me =.=
and sometimes i will forget to change into gear 1 when wait for the traffic jam...
i tried for gear 1 to gear 3 today~~~
haha...it's fun....

however it's fun...and i can handle it...
but then i still need to practice....
thus...after work on weekdays...
my mami will become my coach XD
she will train me...FOC leh~~~
no doubt....i totally believe in my mami...
no why...just because she have 21 or 22 years driving expernces...
thus i can save money on adding hours for driving lesson...
hope to drive now XD
addicted on holding stering and gear controller...
and Li Wei going to have driving test on tuesday if not mistaken...
wish her pass for the test...
i know she can do it!!!

when the way back home...
my coach allow me to drive by myself....
excited when the car goes to highway XD
when arrived house area...
it's abit hard for me to control the direction...
because..there were many cars and people walking around...
those cars parked there and made the road so small -.-
so my coach helped me to control the stering...
finally arrived home on 4.40pm something...
actually my lesson should be from 3pm to 5pm -.-
robbed my 20minutes....
ok...fine...because you are the coach....
waiting for the coming of next driving lesson =)

Thanks~~

i saw the comment of my previous post by tracy...
i felt appreciate that she is caring...
she always spend her time to give me guides about my further study...
even she is busy...
she is really a good friend =)
i should say....
she done more than what a friend should does....
helpful and friendly....
she is the only one who i can communicate to without affect by the age gap...
i doesnt mean anything tracy...but it's true XD
really thank you so much!!!!!
besides that..there are some friends who really care about me...
they also supported me all the while especially when i was moody and upset...
without you all....i might not stand for all these difficulties....
thanks who ever comforted me and be with me...
you guys make my life more colourful and fulfill....
even just a sentence can makes me feel warm for whole day =)
this is the power of cares,friendship and loves...
during the period of deciding my further study...
i learnt something...
i saw something...
i knew who is really good to me...
you may learn many lessons just by a simple incident...
i thought of all these things lately...
and i realized many things as well...
i hope i'm more mature than last time...

and....i'm exciting about....
i'm going to get my new spectacle today after work!!!!
keep looking at the time XD
yesterday just went out with darling and dear...
such a nice day!!!!
we watched ''Clash Of Titans''....
hmm....
this movie....erm...
below than my expectation....
no more surprises after watched the official trailer...
we watched 3D one...
darling and dear looked excited because this was the 1st time they watch 3D movie...
after watched movie....
we headed to sungai wang...
we bought nothing except for dear,Hui Ru bought a white T-shirt...
then we spent our tea time at there...
when we finished our tea time...
we forgot to pay XD
owh man!!!!! all people looked at us...
3 of us laugh non-stop after that...
memorable moment~~~
after that we headed to time square...
hohoho...
finally...
we bought some clothes that we like!!!!
my wallet was bleeding...
use my own money XD
but never mind...
as long as i'm happy with it...
ok..gonna work now....bye~~~

Happiness~~

my recess time at office became the time for me to post something on my blog here XD
i have no choice...
my house area still cannot access internet =.=
i practiced my piano playing skills and scale last night...
i'm still training to open my fingers for 9keys...
lol....but...my playing skill is really sux....
cannot play smoothly....
my piano teacher asked me to train more on my fingers...
i must practice harder...
learning ''Through The Kaleidoscope''~~~
it's not easy at all >.<
but i think i can perform it well one day...
practices make perfect =)

yesterday my darling,Li Wei messaged me...
she dated me out with Hui Ru...
yeah~~~~going to Pavillion tomorrow...
i take leave from my work just to hang out with you guys!!!!
hahahaha...
''Clash Of Titans''.....i'm coming!!!!!!
hope this movie wont makes me feel disappointed...
and we decided go to Sungai Wang to buy some clothes for ourselves~~
ladies love shopping!!!!! XD

there is a good news for me that i wanna share with you guys...
i bought a new spectical!!!!
may be tomorrow i can get it...
but i decided thursday only go to the shop to take my new specticle...
it's white frame!!!!! i love it so much!!!!!
Levis' brand =)
cost rm240 with students price and promotion =.=
half of my salary in a month gone...
i paid my piano lesson fee,petrol fee and specticle fee by my salary...
never mind...it's worth to ^^
i really really love the specticle!!!!
white in colour...it's so obvious on my face...
but then white colour is one of my favourite colours...
thus i choosed it...

okok....i dont want to talk like a nanny with a long long story...
i gotta wash my tupperware that i used and go to rest for awhile...
waiting for the coming of wednesday and my new specticle~~~
wish all of us have a nice day =)
see ya guys~~~enjoy ur day....

ARGH!!!!!

hohoho...finally my office employed two new officers...
one of them is a he and another is a she...
the guy is a vegetarian as well...
shock man XD
both of them are very quiet...
they were doing the same duties like what i did last time...
i'm blogging here while waiting for my account to refresh thus i can log on...
haha..i'm trying to save my time on doing my things...
not my fault...
because just now my office blacked out in a sudden...
due to heavy rain here =.=
i cannot access internet at my house again...
what the hell man???
streamyx made me scold rude...

besides that..i just went back to hometown last Saturday...
when i met my auntie and uncle...
they kept pursue me to study form6 than A-level..
T.T my daddy heard that strongly agreed...
because my uncle and aunties are educated...
one of them was doctor...>.<
thus....my father extremely believe in them...
now my daddy not really allow me to study A-level =.=
how??? i gonna make another decision again...
i said...i go study diploma will do!!!!
enough???? dont force me to study form6!!!
i dont like to study form6!!!!
now i need to check for diploma courses again =.=
hey man....it's already april...
i haven make me decision yet =.=
some universities or colleges dont provide july intake...

i really dont know who i should listen to...
different people with different opinions...
they just can give me some ideas..
the decision still need to make by own...
very upset now...
who can gives me some guides???
my brain is blank now....
lost of direction...
haiz....
it's hard for me to decide my future...
which one can bring me a brighter future???
my auntie said after studied biotechnology..
most of them just work as a salesman...
is that true???? i cant believe in that...
she asked me study proctologist...
sorry...i'm not sure how to spell the word...
if i spelled wrongly please kindly remind me =)

hehehe...i love friday~~~
because i can go back home earlier =)
besides that after friday is weekend...
so here i am to enjoy my recess XD
but i cant guarantee later i wont feel sleepy and blur...
but i will try my best and concentrate on my job lar...
today...i dont know what's wrong with my co-workers...
suddenly all came to me and ask me why i am a vegetarian...
how do i settle my meals...
almost all of them were asking the same questions...
was abit shocked...
but never mind...i get used to this kind of reaction from others..
since i became vegetarian...
i did answered for the same question over and over again...
my co-workers were shocked i can endure those delicious foods..
erm...honestly...
at the first i become vegetarian was a hard time for me...
i admit i extremely like to eat seafood...
prawn and crab are my favourite!!!!
but then...i must endure even when watching someone is eating them..
after few months or weeks...
you will get used to this kind of life...
slowly...u will feel like nothing...
since i became vegetarian...
i feel more fresh...and my skin is better than last time...
no more constipation!!!
be a vege...can help to save the earth...
and also friendly to animals...
i'm glad to be vegetarian =)
no doubt..i never regret to become vegetarian...
i'm hoping people dont misunderstand about being vegetarians will lack of nutrition and unhealthy..
ok....gotta work soon....
after work then enjoy my time!!!
owh yeah~!!!!

LOL

hehe...never update my blog for so long...
someone asked me to update my blog....
thus at least there is something for him to read when he have nothing to do...
but then he is speed reader...
somemore my post is just short and nothing special =.=
but never mind...
I'm blogging in my office during the recess time XD
hmm....what to share with u guys??
owh ya....
i applied for A-level at TARC 2 days ago...
because TARC's tuition fee is cheapest compare to others...
because it is under government...
i insisted that don't want stay at hostel...
the campus at Setapak...
my aunt's house just at Gombak...
my parents and aunt's family pursue me to stay at my aunt's house...
because it's just take 10minutes go to TARC by car...
but...but...
i prefer stay at my home XD
so???? how????
now i'm waiting the TARC to approve me...

besides that...my house area cannot access internet for few days...
what's wrong with the streamyx???
i'm get bored with this kind of problem...
hmm....
my darling,Li Wei wanna date me out with Hui Ru...
hohoho....i want to watch ''How To Train Your Dragon''
and also ''Clash Of The Titans''!!!!!
yosh~~~I'm coming~~~

LOL!!!!
Digi's new plan....
sign contract with Digi for iPhone!!!!
>.< hope to get it man!!!!
but then....i'm pretty sure that my parents wont allow...
somemore i think i will spend most of my pocket money on buying books for A-level...
ok fine!!!
think of my A-level will do...
i must study harder!!!!
i searched for some information between form6 and A-level...
finally....i choosed A-level...
because i think it's more suitable for me....
some more A-level is not that risky and students can resit for exam...
the last problem is transportation problem...
but...Kent will teaches me how to go to TARC by LRT and bus...
therefore...problem solved~~~

hush~!!!! fight for my future!!!!
i hope that i made a wise and correct decision...
which bring me to a light and good future...
ok....I'm gonna rest for 5minutes...
then start to work lu!!!
bye~~~ =)

My Future

Finally.....I made my decision...
I decided to study BioTechnology....
but then...I'm worrying about I can't afford the stress...
I'm going to UCSI open day with my family tomorrow....
still thinking of which university or college to study at >.<
I must think carefully and wisely before make decision....
once I decided....I'm not able to change it anymore....
I'm pretty sure that all my friends facing the same problem as I am....

working time took most of my time....
but then that's good...
i dont need to stay at home for whole day and doing nothing....
but you need to do same thing over and over again...
you cannot complain even u get bored with it...
I learnt to be patience....
I just done thousands of papers on arrangement,photocopy and filling....
next week there will be another thousands of papers for me to finish....
but i rather working with papers than facing computer for whole day....
my eyes will be worst....
I get used to working life.... =)

now is the time for me to complain about Streamyx!!!!!
my house area cannot access internet for 5days....
I don't know what's wrong with it....
but someone was called to the office many times...
no matter how many times we complain about...
their attitude and services are still the same.....
this kind of situation happened 3times in 3months...
I'm really get bored with their attitude on repairing...
slow like a snail.....
ok...fine....endure!!!!!!

SPM Result~~~

finally...i took my SPM result....
I got A for Biology,Physics,English,Moral,Math and also Add Math...
B for History,Bahasa Melayu,English for Science and Technology and Chemistry...
and a C for Chinese....
I was so disappoited about my Chemistry and Chinese....
I didnt expect my chinese will got C >.<
but then what to do??
it's one of the hardest subject to score....
the English and Add Math result are out of my expectation...
i thought i will got B in both subjects....
i got B for my 1119....
i think i'm the lucky one....
because i know that my english can consider as weak....
i expected my chemistry can get at least A-.....
but then...i only got B+....
my fault didnt pay more attention on those important chapters....
thus...to get such result i cannot blame anyone besides myself...
my target was 8As....i didnt reach my target....
but then my parents told me that the result is not that bad and don't think too much....
when i called to daddy at school's hall....
he replied me an answer... ''har??? 6As???? Why so little ah???''
sorry lar T.T i also hope my result is better than that....
but then when i arrived home at night....
they just told me that...they accepted the result....
but i'm not really satisfied with my result...
i'm thinking about scholarship problems right now....
but 6As....seems like the chances are so little....
besides that...i also don't know what course i'm going to study....
tomorrow i'm going to education fair at MidValley with my darling,Hui Ru.....
i think i can get some suggestions and advices from there....
HUSH~!!!!! fight for my future...
GOOD LUCK to all of us....

Wee~~~ XD

i love pop songs more and more!!!!
no doubt...they work efficient on awake me...
i easy feel sleepy while working...
especially after lunch time....
i currently using a website which is quite slow...
will take some time to buffer...
this makes me feel sleepy while waiting the page ==
after lunch and sitting on a comfortable chair in a cold environment...
who wont feels sleepy??
thus...i decided to bring along my hand-free to office...
when i feel sleepy....
i plug the hand-free to my ears and play my favourite pop songs....
haha....it's really works....
i wont feel sleepy at all....
but then....somethig wrong with my handphone memory card ==
my handphone memory is just a very little space...
so what can i do is....
choosed my favourite songs and minimized the size of files...
therefore my handphone is able to fill in more songs...
i need a new memory card T.T
i dont want to listen the same playlist over and over again....
besides that....
today i had done something wrong on my job >.<
i wrongly click....
there should be ''PP'' but i clicked ''PG''....
the information is confirmed....and cannot be change after all...
owh man!!!!!
but my boss and colluege never blame me >.<
they are really kind...
my boss just asked me be careful...
because once i clicked the confirm...everything will be go life....
their attitude made me ashamed....
i blame myself how come will make such mistake???
sad man....i must be more careful!!!!!
i should use a big hammer to knock my head ==
Ng Hooi Yee...please open ur eyes and see clearly before confirm anything!!!

WOW~~~

now i'm having recess time in office XD
still can blogging wei??
better dont let the manager and boss know about that...
today morning i felt sleepy again ==
owh man....what's wrong with me?
haizzz....
thursday is the most horrible day... T.T
bless me >.<
i dont want to get a sucks result!!!!
my friend asked me what to study after that...
what to study????
i do not know about that ==
but i will make decision at the soon...
i hope i wont cry while looking at my SPM result...
no doubt.... i felt regretted...
but then nothing can be change since i passed up my exam papers...
office's computers cannot use facebook and MSN T.T
only certain website is allowed to use...
i have no choice >.<
ok lar....is the time for me to start my duty lor...
hope 6pm come as soon as possible....
i wanna go back home and have my own time!!!!

(i think this post containned lots of mistakes...because i finished it within 8mins and i have no chance to double check...)

I'm back =)

today morning woke up on 6.30am >.<
i felt sleepy and tired ==
after breakfast then i walked to the nearest bus stop from my house...
on the way...i noticed that i forgot bring the Smart card >.<
i ran back to home immediately.....
after i get the Smart card i ran back to bus stop =X
i was sweating non-stop even it's still early morning and the weather is cold...
may be i ran too fast XD
the driver told me that she will only wait for 1 or 2 more minutes...
luckily i didnt miss out....
no one is talking...besides me and the driver...
because i'm quite familiar with her =)
i expected it will be a very boring lecture...
but then.... i made a new friend...
she is friendly...so we have some simple conversations....
at least i'm not that boring... the lecture should be 6hours...
but we skipped another 3hours.... XD
thus...we only listened for 3hours...
the lecturer shown us some very horrible pictures ==
besides accidents.... he shown us the victim pictures...
those pictures are bloody and scary...
organs are flied out from bodies...
i still remember that one of the pictures is the brain of victim is beside the hand break!!
some victims u cant even see their face...
limbs are seperated with bodies ==
ok....i dont want to recall back all those memories >.<
that's why i always advice my friend not to message while driving!!!
i feel that...my days are fully booked XD
weekdays are working...
saturday go for piano lesson...
sunday go to temple dharma class~~~
but working is tired...
the tiredness for me is mental not physical >.<
but then i like this kind of lifestyle...
and i'm going to get my SPM result on thursday...
wish me all best =)

Tomorrow is going to listen KPP-theory

haisss....
i'm going to listen theory on tomorrow morning...
6hours == the time will pass extremely slow!!!!
no one accompany me >.<
will be a boring day....
arghh!!!!

My Skin Is Crying~

Lotion,hair conditional,lips balm and leave-on are my lovers recently...
working in air-conditional room makes my skin very dry....
my nose also can't get used to the air-confitional environment~
my lips are so pity...they dry out easily....
i kept drinking water....and also go to toilet frequently XD
thus...before go to work...
i used lots of lotion and leave-on....
pimples are popping out and saying hello to me ==
my eyes are getting worst too...
but then never mind....
i'm just working for 2months~~

today was still the same as last 2 days...
kept on cutting newspapers....
finally i finished all newspaper on 5 something....
the girl who guided me....
she taught me how to use photostat machine later on....
i'm going to photostat the newspapers which contained informations they wanted on both pages...
stand in front photostat machine for whole day??? T.T
need to click the machine to adjust size of paper sheet and also ratio for the size....
owh man...she just taught me once....
luckily i still manage to handle it...
she won't be around for tomorrow....
a malay lady will be guiding me....
but...but...but...
my Bahasa Melayu is getting worst....
if she talks to me in Bahasa Melayu....
then i answer her in English....
how??? such a weird conversation ==
never mind....now is my time to relax~~!!!!
i love night time!!!!

First Day Of Work

today is the first day i work....
i woke up on 7am...
still sleepy and blur ><
went to bath and breakfast...
then get ready go to work~~
my mum and I found the office easily~yeah =)
so...i going start my work pretty soon!!!
the manager is a friendly lady...
she told me things in specific...
she then asked a girl to guide me on my duties...
the girl is quite young....not even 20...
i'm just guessing XD
because i'm not familiar with everything...
so she just gave me some simple works....
differentiate the papers they printed or used...
after that cutting down those informations or programs they wanted from newspaper...
there are so many newspaper there...
i spent my time with newspaper from almost 10am until 6pm...
woot~~~my fingers all are black colour XD
i went to toilet frequently...
because i drank so much water....kept refill my water bottle XD
and also washed my hands which are black in colour ==
i just finished 3/4 of newspaper....
tomorrow gonna finish them!!!! yeah~~
so far...i can handle my duties....
hope i can gain some experiences from my job...
yosh~!!!! add oil!!!!
fight for pocket money!!! hahaha!!!!

I passed my test~

my parents nagged me for few days >.<
because today i'm going to take the undang test for the 2nd time...
i was so so so so panic...
i scared i'll fail for the 2nd time...
my mum kept nag me to study KPP...
haha...but i'm still enjoying and relaxing...
i started to do those 500questions on friday...
initially i never pay much attention on....
because i'm the kind of person who study last minute XD
thus...what i can do is...
listening songs and chatting with friends in MSN while i'm doing the questions...
so i won't feel sleepy and boring =)
until saturday night..
i started to worry about the test...
i felt that...just finish those questions is not sufficient....
luckily my friends taught me the way to study...
i followed the way they taught....
finished those questions...then review again and again...
i took almost 2hours to read the questions again on sunday morning...
then...is the time for me to go to bus stop and wait for the driver...
i decided to study in the car...
but then the driver kept talking with me...
so i closed my book and accompanied her to chat XD
another guy who is going to take undang test with me...
he just stayed quiet at the behind~
when we arrived our destination....
owh man!!!! there is no others that taking the test...
was so nervous...
when i'm doing the questions...
i felt my palms and foots were cold one...
my palms sweating non-stop...
made the mouse that i used was wet...
i made a double check for the questions...
then i clicked ''YA'' then go for ''KEPUTUSAN''...
the number that i saw was... 48~~~
yeah~~~i passed...finally....
the 1st time i went for the test...the result was sucks =X
i only got 38....
when i reached my house...
my dad told me a sentence...
''If you fail again...I wanna knock ur head!!!''
hahaha...but this time...he can't!!!

SPM result is going to releases

I'm really lazy recently....
lazy to update my blog XD
i got a message from my friend...
16 march 2010..
SPM result will be release...
I'm so so so so afraid T.T
if i get a sucks result????
but then it's fact...
i can't do anything for my result...
is the time for me to decide my future...
thus...
NG HOOI YEE...
please think CAREFULLY and PROPERLY!!!!

I Get Sick T.T

unfortunately.....
i get sore throat and headache today ==
tomorrow is my secondary school friends gathering...
i don't want to miss the chance >.<
but my sickness drive me crazy~~
can i go hit the wall??
i even feel pain while drinking water ==
cannot fall asleep.....
never eat lunch....
no more energy ==
hope i will be ok at the very soon....
goodbye all~~~

Great Holidays~

i went back to my hometown for 5days~~~
it's a nice trip ^^
but started it's not that fun actually...
because my cousin's husband chee wei haven back to hometown!!!
he is so so so funny....
gambling for 3days.....LOL...
the most enjoy part is....
whole family celebrate my grandpa's birthday~~
he is 80year old....
but his body seems like not that strong as last time =(
everytime i go back to hometown...
i will help my grandpa to cut his nails ^^
everytime he will ask me to wash my hands after helped him to cut his nails...
even he is in blur condition...
but he knows every single action we did...
my cookies were finished....haha...
but i felt it's too sweet for me...
too many things to share with in these few days..
what i can do is...
simplified all those things into few sentences...
and share with my friends =)
gonna go out on friday and sunday!!!!!!!!!
hurray~~~~~~~~~
i love chinese new year~!!!!

Chinese New Year

I won't be around for few days....
it's abit sad that i cannot attend the gathering on tomorrow > <
because i going back hometown tonight~~
i heard that sakara is came back from NS!!!!
it's a good news for me ^^
i miss her so much~!!!
hope to see her leh.... > <
anyway...i just hope everyone enjoy their holidays =)
wish all of you have a happy chinese new year~~
i have to get ready for my things now!!!
i'll try my best to take some pictures during chinese new year XD
will share with you guys after back to KL...
so thats all....
byes everyone ^^
welcome the coming of chinese new year!!!
HOORAY~~~~~~~~~

My First Baking Experience~

hmmm....today home alone....
friends were busy and no one let me disturb =X
so i made a decision....
i wanna bake some cookies~~~
my mum bought me some materials yesterday...
besides that..Lai Fong taught me how to make chocolate cornflakes cookies...
the steps are easy and it don't require oven XD
i lazy to use oven~~
hmm....i realised that...
stay in kitchen easy feel hot and sweating ==
i cannot open the fan because i was heating water...
somemore the melted chocolate will freeze faster if i opened the fan...
causes the chocolate cannot mix with cornflakes evenly....
so i stayed in kitchen for 2hours++
my neck and shoulders were so tired ==
first time baking....with no guide and help~~
after finished....i tried the cookies~
awesome!!! like it XD
thanks Lai Fong~~~
my mum tried it and she said not bad ^^
all i will bring back to my grandma's house....
but i must left some for my brother XD
decided let him bring back to hostel...
yeah~~~i love Chinese New Year!!!!

(cookies~~waiting me to put them into their 'house' ^^)

(yeah~~they stay in their 'home' until chinese new year XD )

Should I Angry?

LOL....finally i can online~~~
streamyx down in my house area for 4 days...
i called to the office twice....
their atttude made me angry ==
hello...not my modem's problem...
how come keep on asking me about my modem model...
even asked me what window my computer using...
asked my handphone number...
asked so many non sense..sweat...
the 4th day morning only i saw there were 2 guys came and repaired...
but then..after they gone...i tried to use internet...
still the same what...cannot online...
then i called to streamyx office again...
talked for almost 15minutes...
end up with...
''Miss Ng , you should try to plug modem's wire into.....if still cannot we will search for alternative ways for you...''
owh man...i'm fainted ==
what i want is send ur people and check for us!!!

finally...at the night time...
Lai Fong sent me a message...
she told me she can online...
then i ran towards my room and switched on my modem...
lastly...can use internet!!!!
i switched on my computer and on msn XD
wao...there was 9 offline messages...
then heading to facebook....
i was shocked that my Friend For Sale value jumped from 300k to 247mil...
quite happy with it =)
thanks my di,kyzar and xeno to reimburse me XD
and other buyers too although i don't know who they are~

i woke up early in the morning....
not because my sleeping time is finished...
but sore throat!!!! it's painful ==
i drank 3cups of water after woke up...
ate two throat herbal lozenge....
when i go back to my bed...
i cannot fall asleep T.T
because sore throat and old sickness,nose sensitive ==
my brain still in blur condition and sleepy...
but what to do?
my sickness don't allow me to sleep tight...
i don't want to get sick before Chinese New Year!!!!
hope i'll be ok soon...

The Person

haisss.....dont know why....
i'm very emotional recently...
made someone moody =(
i have to say sorry...
and also thank you to the person...
who accompanied me all this while~~
anyway...i only hope you will be happy ^^
i dont know what you had told me is correct or not...
now...it's not important anymore...
besides that...
i'm glad that you still remember what i had told you...
if not mistaken...
the story i had told you before...
or may be someone told you...
only you know i'm talking to you...

Hmm...don't know what to share with you guys...
nothing special these few days...
spent most of my time on computer again =X
my lifestyle really sucks ==
next Monday may be going to take the undang test...
but haven confirm yet ==
owh man...I'm lazy to study the KPP...
what to do if i want to pass it straight...
the only way is to study hard lor...
i feel there is something wrong with my keyboard~
i wanna change a new one!!!!
next time go to PC fair only buy =X
the price is cheaper compared to normal shops...

morning i went out with my mum and auntie...
because i wanted to take the picture for L license~
oh my god ==
it's damn ugly...
my face looks damn chubby in the picture!!!
especially my cheeks!!!!
ARGH!!!
no choice...we already paid him the $$...
Lai Fong said if Monday we can't go for the test...
why don't i go to take the test by myself...
but i dont want to be alone T.T
it bores me...

after came back from hometown....
it will be bad days for me ==
my daddy urged me to follow along to relative's house!!
owh no!!! my brother is not with me...
i'm going to be a extremely quiet..
LOL....eventhough you all know i'm not lar ==
but what to do?
besides eating snacks and watch tv?
the date of DOM gathering is 19th Feb~
but my father mentioned that we might be going to his cousin's house...
please~~~i dont want to miss the gathering~
somemore it's the only chance i can escape from going to my relative's house...

My Daddy's Wallet Is Bleeding~

(the shopping mall is decorated with pink colour..it's abit scary =X)

yesterday daddy brought us to shopping mall ^^
my mum and I shopped for almost 2hours....
finally i bought a shirt,legging,accesories and a pair of shoes~
i like my shoes so much XD
it's has no discount due to it's new arrival T.T
it's my slipper? i think so =X

(my new slipper?)
or wear the shoes with casual look should be ok~
i bought a T-shirt again....
because i became a T-shirt big fan =X
i'm affected by my dear,Li Wei~~~
it's white in colour...owh my favourite colour!!
with a teddy bear patern...
my parents didn't bought anything ==

then we were heading to giant to buy some daily goods...
my parents bought 4packs of oats and others... =X
chinese new year is coming...
but money is going T.T
wallets are crying... XD
i viewed someone's blog....
the person used almost rm600 on her hair ==
just to dye 2 times and do treatment...
is it really worth?
i don't know...
but i'll never use so much of money on my hair...
because i'm poor XD

my elder brother is studying at Kampar now...
so we cant purchase any clothes for him...
because that fellow is getting fatter and fatter....
some of my friends who never work are getting fatter too XD
same for me ==
i need a great look to welcome the coming of chinese new year!
haha..but then...
i never put so much of effort on it...
so it's impossible for me....
besides i'm crazy in doing exercises...
my maple guildmates asked me to go out with them...
unfortunately..i will go back to my hometown during chinese new year...
anyway...i hope all my friends and family members are healthy and happy in 2010~
hurray~~~~welcome the coming of Tiger year XD

Untittle again?

today i woke up at 7.10am~~
dont felt like wanna get out from my bed =X
last time...if i can sleep until 7am..
it's already a good news for me...
but then for now...
7am for me is still a very early morning ==
this shown that i'm getting lazier and lazier!!!
before SPM...i had a healthy lifestyle...
sleep before 10.30pm...wake up on 6am...
how about now?
sleep on 12am++ and wake up on 8am++ XD
my black circles come and say hello to me everyday ==

i went to temple's dharma class today~
and i asked Tracy about university and college things...
i think diploma is a good choice =)
but all those things are still keep in view > <
so what can i do is be patience now....
I'm more interested in science field...
but then it's really suitable me?
i don't know =(
OK...i don't want to think about it...

my elder brother went back to Kampar
he is still the same..
but getting fatter..especially his TUMMY!!!
and his skin is darker...like Malay ==
he told me that the hostel is really sucks...
many mosquitoes and ants....
he bought a second hand bicycle....
therefore it's easier for him to go to school...
so far he is still OK ^^
i can meet him during Chinese New Year
yeah....it's 14 days more XD

A Beatiful day?

today is a beautiful day? i think so...
because my brother is coming back~
that fellow is so excited~~~~ XD
i felt excited too....
because there is someone i can mad with ^^
haven arrived KL he already messaged me...
asked me go to supermarket with him...
anyway...i'm quite free...why not?
for sure he is going to squeeze my cheeks again =X
i keep on calling him uncle....keke
so this few days wont be around...
may be let my brother to play computer =)

unfortunately...my hp reload left rm5++....
cannot message my friends lor ==
but it's ok....
i only hope my brother can help me to fix the maple file error and problem...
thus i can play maple~~~~~~~~~
besides that...
during Chinese New Year...
my family will helps my grandpa to celebrate his 80 years old birthday!!
it sounds great =)
wow....my cousin is started to countdown for CNY
i guess he miss us so much XD
that's all what i'm going to share with...

A Nice Day

yesterday hang out with my dear,Li Wei and her friend~
owh man...she was late...
i wait for her at Hang Tuah for almost 15minutes...
being ''siao lang'' there ==
doing nothing...luckily there is someone i can message to...
finally i met my dear~~~~~~
she run towards me XD
both of us like get crazy ==
then we took monorail to bukit bintang...
haha...we are lazy enough...
while waiting the train...only two of us talked non-stop =X

finally we arrived Pavilion~~~~~
the main entrance of Pavilion is decorated...
it looks nice ^^
we took some pictures while waiting Li Wei's friend...
and a western uncle asked me to help him take a picture...
haha...he is a chubby man...
he then said thanks to me... =)
my dear's friend came at the last~~~
she is quite tall and quiet...
mostly only me and my dear be mad at there ==
we asked her to take pictures..
she is just shy XD
dont be shy lar..girl ^^

we watched a movie....
it's called ''Tooth Fairy''...
not bad...i had learnt something through this movie =)
after movie...we continued to shop....
i bought 3pairs of earings and a jacket~
the earings are huge in size XD
it's obvious enough...haha
then we walked to Sungai Wang and my dear's friend went to Lauyat by herself...
we just shopped for awhile...
then we took monorail and LRT to go back home~
it's a nice day for us ^^
i guess my dear will upload the pictures we took on FaceBook
wao....some pictures of me...
are really stupid and ugly ==

Finally I'm back~

today went to listen the lecture...
it's really a boring day =(
what can i do is keep on sms my friend...
and also chat with Lai Fong XD
she said i never care about her feeling > <
because at least i have someone to message
but then she dont have...
she was joking with me...
actually i thought we dont have much topics to chat about...
but then it's not...
we talked so many things...
she is a mad girl XD

the lecture divided into 2sections...
each section have different lecturer...
after that we got a recess at 2pm sharp...
the second lecturer shown us some scary videos ==
the accident videos...
you can even see the blood spread out everywhere...
i guess the videos are 18PG ==
some cases are really scary...
i saw the organs from the victim...
i do not know it is intestine or brain T.T
there are few cases are the people stucked under the wheels of lorries...
wow...the people still can talk ==
ouch!!!! it's so pain!!!

dont talk about it...
i dont want to recall all those memories ==
what i need to do is study the books..
and pass the test!!!!
i must pass the test..
if not i have to say bye bye to my RM50~~
next monday is holiday...
so i cant take the test on next monday...
anyway...it's ok =)
today is a boring and tiring day....

unfortunately...
i dont know what's wrong with my fingerprint and the machines ==
i tried few times for the first machine...
the officer asked me to clean my finger...
my palms are good in sweating ==
the officer said the sweat caused the machines not able to detect...
i tried all 3 machines...
almost 10times i had tried... T.T
finally the third machine detected ==
all people looked at me..sweat...
that's all for today~

Sad =(

Just now i got a phone call from my music centre...
Mr.Khoo said my piano teacher will be not around for 1month...
therefore...there is another teacher to replace her in this month...
sad man....will miss my piano teacher so much...
and i going to take an examination at March...
anyway...it's just a theory test =)
i think that is not a big problem...
don't know who is my new teacher...
i hope is a she XD
i think i can only give my chinese new year present to my piano teacher after chinese new year... but then it's ok =)
i know she will accept...

tomorrow going to listen the lecture...
owh man...
what can i do in this 5 hours?
luckily....Lai Fong go with me =)
at least there is someone i can talk to~~~
and just now my dear sent me a message...
she asked me either want to hang out with her and darling on next wednesday or not...
but then i cant tell her my decision immediately....
i will be inform her after tomorrow ^^
i hope i can go out...
my dear passed her undang test~
she got 47 per 50...
clever girl ^^ grats ya!!!

Chinese new year is coming soon...
is the time to help my mum to clean my house =)
it's not so hard for me...
i'm just scared of the dust and lizard!!!!
my nose is sensitive to the dust =(
just now i ate half bowl of rice...
but then...
may be i'm still feeling not well....
i felt like wanna vomit ==
what's wrong with my stomach?
i guess i ate something wrong...

I Love Living Life , I Am Happy

when we fall down...
what we will do?
stand up again...
but there are some people will give up...
why we want to give up when we facing difficulties?
if we failed 100times...
then we give up...it's the end...
but is it really the end?
no...it's not...
we are not strong enough...
how do we become stronger?
it's not that hard...
it's just depends on either you want to or dont want...

here is a good example to show us...
he is Nick Vujicic...
he is a man with no legs and arms...
he said...
''I like travel around the world,fishing,golfing and swimming.I love living life,I'm happy.''
i listened what he said...
he is right =)
''So what you do when you fall down?''
''Get back up..because everybody know to get back up....''
''But then there is sometimes in life,when you fall down,you felt like you dont have the straight to get back up.''
''Do you think you have?''
''Because I tell you..I'm down here,face down and I have no arms and legs..''
''It should be impossible for me to get back up,but it's NOT.''
''You see..i will try 100times again up..I failed 100times..''
''If i failed and give up..do you think i'm going to get up?''
''NO..but I'm just tried again,again and again..''
''I just want you to know it's not the end..''
''It's how matter you going to finish.''
''And you going to finish strong.''
''And you will find the straight to get back up.''

He then get back up without the help of others...
What he did to get back up?
you can go to youtube and check it out =)
A man who have no legs and arms...
he knows to swimming and golfing...
do you believe that?
is that impossible?
NO...
nothing is impossible...

Oh My God~

LOL...
it's really a bad news for me!!
my weight is increasing slowly... T.T
isshh....too bad..
no doubt...
i stay at home everyday...
besides sleeping and eating...
i only sit in front of my computer and online > <
i think i should start to keep fit...
but then i will never decrease my meals =)
i rather do exercises than decrease my meals...
say NO to junk foods...
how about desserts?
owh no...desserts are my favourite > <
somemore chinese new year is coming soon...
i need to say bye bye to soft drinks and junk foods...
anyway...junk foods are not good for our body... =)
hope i can get back my ideal weight as soon as possible...

i had finished to download maple file...
this is the second times i failed to work the file ==
i cant activate the file...
even thought i tried my best....
sad man T.T
no fate to meet my maple friends and my character > <
if my brother is here with me...
then i dont need to be upset about that...
he will help me to settle all those problems...
but then...
now he is studying at kampar...
i started to miss him...
dont know whether he can adapt the new environment or not...
i met him in msn last few days ago...
he is still the same XD
that fellow show me his 'innocent' face ^^
hope to meet him at grandma house during chinese new year holidays...

somemore i also need to say thanks to my brother,solor
although we have no blood relate...
he always help me...
all my english posts in this blog....
he will helps me to double check...
and correct my mistakes =)
thus...i can learn from my mistakes...
i dont know what can i do for him... > <
i just hope he is always happy and healthy...
and thanks to all my friends who ever helped me...
in my life...friends and family are really important to me..
i will be appreciate what i having now...

A Brand New Day~

hoho..my friend came to my house...
she received many english pop songs from me =)
and she found a new job...
want to grats her~
she is going to work as an officer...
but she need to learn about accountancy due to she don't even know the basic for accountancy...
she is going to work during weekdays...
thus..she wanted to find another part time job during weekend...
owh man =.=
is she a robot?
i felt i'm such a lazy person ==

darling failed her undang test...
sad for her...
she got 41 per 50...
she was so sad and regretted...
i tried my best to comfort her even what i had done is just nothing...
cheer up ya my darling,hui ru =)
i know u tried ur best...
dont blame urself...it's not ur fault...
dont know my dear,li wei passed her test or not...

yesterday..my dear messaged me...
she introduced a job for me...
it's a promoter job...
is either part time or full time...
work at Boutique shop at Pavilion or Starhill...
i hope i can take this job...
but then my mum refused...
too bad...hope to get some pocket money > <
anyway...it's ok for me =)
stay at home to be a 'GOOD' girl XD

朋友 =)

哇...剛剛那家伙來我家后不舍得回家呢 XD
太多東西聊了!!!!
她也挖走不少料...
然后介紹她一些英文歌...
她好象很興奮哦...
聽到Pop songs都要遙來遙去的...
兩個癲婆一起發神經... ==
大概太久沒見面了吧...
跟她聊后整個人都輕松了...
明天那家伙一大早還會來我家呢...
蠻興奮的 =)
她又要說我是老人精了 ==
最今越來越迷英語歌 XD
好好聽哦!!!!

我發覺...
對我評論的人...
他們的評語都有很大的差距...
有些太positive了...
有些我無言....
不過我還是會接受...
沒有所謂的對跟錯...
只是從哪個角度看...
想向一個人說對不起...
我太固執了...
他應該很生氣吧...
我的反應讓他傻眼吧...
我猜...
他會原諒我的 =)

期待明天的到來~~~
又可以跟她癲了 XD

無聊~

早上朋友訊息我說要不要出去喝茶聊聊...
我好奇地問她 : ''你不是有工作嗎?''
一問之下,才搞明白她鈔老板魷魚了 XD
工作真的那么辛苦嗎?
我不懂...因為我沒試過....
搞不好有一天我也跟她一樣...
自己鈔老板的魷魚~
最后還是取消我們的計劃...
只是她來我家玩 =)
說是玩倒不如說那家伙要八我的秘密...
給她看到我死定... XD
我肯定她會向我訴苦關于她的工作...
等下得好好勸勸她 =)

這幾天跟平時不怎么熟悉的朋友聊了很多...
發現跟平時的他們真的很不一樣...
原來那時我的錯...
我不是一位好朋友...
我沒有細心地觀察和了解他們....
現在..
我要盡我所能來了解我身邊的人...
以前的生活太匆忙了...
現在反而無聊極了 ==
當一個人無聊致級時...
他才會慢慢觀察和細噱人生...
無聊的生活讓我有更多的時間思想...
雖然我的活動并不充實...
不過我的腦袋倒是很充實 =)
希望借次機會我可以變得更成熟...

又玩???

一 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
二 请传给另外十个人
三 传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他
四 这当中的十位不得拒绝
六 被点名者不可回点
七 被点的人会被祝福 并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

坐上幸福热气球 开始咯
幸福热气球 第一阶段
绰号 : 慧儀
星座 : 天枰座/天蝎座(我也不懂 ==)
生日 : 23/10
兴趣 : 睡觉,吃飯,呼吸...
血型 : K型
最宝贵的东西 : 錢
最讨厌的东西 : 壁虎!!!!

幸福热气球 第二阶段
有喜欢的人吗 : 現在不懂~
有交往吗 : 不知道叻...
幸福吗 : 平時也很幸福啊...
他很爱你吗 : 不懂耶...
如果你有勇气最想做什么 : 空中跳傘&笨豬跳~

幸福热气球 第三阶段
你被谁点 : 一顆檸檬
他是你的谁 : 朋友
他的个性是 : 我也不很清楚哦...
他长得怎样 : no comment..
跟他认识多久 : 兩年左右...
你想跟他说什么 : 不要整天搞神秘啦~
如果他变成你的情人 : 沒那么恐怖吧?

幸福热气球 第四阶段
最爱的音乐 : 聽了才說..
最爱的季节 : 四季都喜歡 =)
最爱的卡通 : 現在沒看咯..
最爱的颜色 : 蓝色 ，黑色，白色
最想去的国家 : Pantora?
最爱的水果 : 芒果~
最爱的饮料 : 糖水吧...
最爱的人 : 還不懂...

幸福热气球 第五阶段
你很爱哭吗 : 最不喜歡哭了...
你很爱笑吗 : 有時傻笑咯~
你是很有信心的人吗 : 也不算是...
你想要怎样的生活 : 有自我方式的生活~
你喜欢自己吗 : no comment...
你喜欢音乐吗 : 還不錯
你喜欢体育吗 : 不太喜歡
你喜欢跳舞吗 : 蠻喜歡...
你很专情吗 : 不知道...
你喜欢睡觉吗 : 超愛的說...
你喜欢唱歌吗 : 看跟誰一起唱啦~

幸福热气球 第六阶段
开始点名 排名不分先后
1 雪妮 2Min Jun 3Tracy 4Hui Ru 5Li Wei 6Solor 7Elaine jie 8Kim Hoe 9靓仔 10靓女
五号跟谁谈恋爱 : 男生
一号是男的还是女的 : 女的
六号人很好吗 : 是啊...
二号很色吗 :看他本身咯
七号跟三号在一起吗 : 別唬我...
八号是单身吗 : 不懂哦
你会追求四号吗 : 她本來就是我的~
十号喜欢一号吗 : 說不定叻...
五号读哪间学校 : 現在她是無業游民~
六号喜欢谁 : 女生
二号喜欢唱歌吗 : 蠻的咯
你爱七号吗 : 當然~
三号住哪 : 地球
十号跟你告白 : 我不搞斷背
四号有宠物吗 : 好象沒有...
你的三个愿望
一 世界和平
二 身邊的人都健健康康...
三 再給我三個愿望?

人生

每個人都有自己的人生觀...
要是某人失去了他的人生觀...
那么他要憑什么活下去?
生命就像煙花...
它可以展現出它最漂亮的一面...
可是也可以是個失敗品...
再怎么點燃它,它也不會燒起來...
它會變成什么?
都得靠自己去完成...
付出的血汗終究會換來結果...
是好是壞...
自己來做主...
生命是自己把握機會爭取回來的...
旁人,父母和朋友只是幫助我們的人...
要自己以怎樣的方式活下去...
還得靠自己努力去得到...
你付出得很多,
但是不代表你將會得到很多...
但是只要努力..
就一定有成果...

多希望自己就想那年輕的飛鷹...
擁有美麗的羽毛..
闊大的翅膀..
尖銳的爪和啄...
在天空中傲慢的飛翔...
要多高就多高...
用那銳利的眼神以高高在上的姿態望下地面...
成就無比...
我能嗎?
我能...
只要我肯...
相信自己能做到的人...
他們成就的機率比別人高...
所以...你相信自己能嗎？

工作??

今天某朋友第二天到工作地點報到....
下午就發簡訊給我大吐苦水...
由于她是新人的關系...
被其他同事欺負了...
她們大概用很不友善的語氣吧...
不然她也不會那么生氣....
甚至被她們說壞話....
工作真的要受人家的氣....
她就問我該如何應對啦~
我那時在吃着午餐...
所以只是隨便敷衍了幾句 ><
很抱歉呀....

其實,當別人對你不好時...
我們更要對她們好...
當某人對你很好時...
下次你想要對他不利時...
你會止步...
為什么?
因為你會不好意思和下不了手...

她們欺負你了...
那就隨她們去...
別人和上司可有眼睛看...
如果只是一味的要跟她們鬧或生氣...
那么企不跟她們一般見識?
更何況為了那些人而生氣?
值得嗎?
她們說你的不是,自有她們的...
在意只會讓她們更加變本加厲...
工作何嘗不是為了錢和經驗?
不過...
我們可以看清外面世界的人...

工作后...
會讓人變得更成熟,有耐力..
何嘗不就逆來順受?
這將會教會我們很多東西...
我認為...
辛苦的過后...
總會有回報....
加油吧^^

Lalala~

Yeah~later going to yam cha with friends~~
quite happy..because I already long time never meet them...
tonight will be going back to hometown at perak...
I extremely hope my cousin and his family will come to grandma house~~
Di di...I'm waiting for u~~ XD
ehh...I got so many books wanna give u...
besides that,pls be appreciate and take care of my books!!!
Tomorrow I will not be around~
I'll miss u all de T.T
my elder brother is going to study at Kampar...
don't know how his university looks like~
if got chance...I will take some pictures ya ^^

and...
I noticed that...
I become very mad after SPM...
is this the effect of SPM? XD
who can cure my sickness? haha...
but then..I quite enjoy when I'm crazy with my friends...
is that my sickness very serious??
haha..actually just wanna mention about me and my darling,ruru~
don't punch me ya XD