The New Me!!!!

I'm finally back~~the real me =)
last 2months i was moody and sad for something...
my close friends all knew what was happened on me...
but then i'm now fully recovered from my sadness!!!!
i'm really feel glad to have my friends who support me all the time!
when i need help...they always lend me their hands!
no doubt...they worried me when i look not ok =S
sorry to let you guys worry about me!!!
i'm fine actually...just sometimes feel so tired and need time to clear my mind...
remain silent doesn't mean i am moody...but i need some times to chill myself...
i've learnt many things these few months...
some are painful lesson...but..they make me more mature and independent =)
i'm trying to be optimist and have positive thinking!
i know i can make it...just the matter of time!!
after some incidents...i've more close connection with my friends...
they also told me that they understand me more...

some people will ask me either i feel regret for any decision i had made...
i will answer them NO with full of confident...
no why,but there is no point for me to regret..
even i had made a wrong decision...
feel regret cant make things change but will only make myself feel uneasy...
so i never feel regret for any decision i had made in my life...
sometimes i may choose for wrong pathway..but i will continue to finish the path i've choose..
even it is harder and painful...
nevertheless..i believe that you will gain more experience from the lesson...
you will learn how to solve your problems by your own...
it can makes you stronger...
feeling of pain is just temporary...it can be healed by time...
but those lesson will always in your mind and remind you..

i need to say thanks for those who ever hurt me...
they make me stronger and know to appreciate what i'm having now...
thanks for those who help me before...
when someone bad for you...you will know people who around you are really by your side and support you all the time!!!
well...some people said something hurtful to you...
you may feel sad,emotional and moody for days...
but then...why don't take those hurtful sentences as a lesson??
learn from mistakes and stand up again...
after cried...tell myself that nothing can beat myself down!!
stand up again...your true friends and family will definitely help you!
don't always think that how pity we are...
we may not know at the another side of the Earth..
there are much more people who suffering as well...
many people can still continue to live as they courage enough to face the problems...
you will never feel alone as they are also suffering with you...
so lets be strong!!!

tell myself i can make it!!!
yes....i did it!!!
smile always as everyone looks good with a smiling face!!!
let things go doesn't mean you don't care and mind about it...
but to let yourself feel better...
forgive people and treat yourself better~
it's time to say bye bye to sad face and welcome my smile come back to my face!!!

Finally~

yes!!! finally my final test is over =)
many things happened these few weeks~~~
of course there are bad news and also good news for myself...
bad news is...final is so hard T.T
especially the Chemistry....
students complained about those questions are too hard for us!
absolutely!!!!how can we finish 30MCQ, 7structures within 1hour30mins??
i'm quite disappointed with my chemistry paper...i'm definitely fail!
when comes to math,applied math considered okies,but not for pure math...>.<
made tonnes of careless mistakes!! ok fine..it's over~
no comment for biology and general paper~ =X
to make matter worse...these few days i can really feel the stress and pressure..
this made me cant answer questions in well condition...
but then final is finally over...i got no chance to regret at all...
thus,look forward~!!! =)

second thing to share is I'm finally "legal" 18!!!! hahahah...
before the week we have final test was my birthday...
my coursemates and best friends gave me lot of suprises~!!!
i'm really appreciate what they did for me!!!
so far it is my most memorable birthday!!!
what they did are really touch!!! i'm glad to have such friends...
i did enjoy the days we all spent together and crazy together!!!
my coursemates all co-operate to "cheat" me and give me a suprise at college =)
after school we then went to KLCC for our dinner at Dessert Bar...
and the next day..my best friends bought me Secret Recipe cake to my house when i go for my piano lesson...
after celebrated at my house..my friend gave me a small suprise...
that was our little secret when we were young =)
yeah..really thanks...i feel much much more better after those hard times...
and my last suprise will be a horror movie T.T the "Child's Eyes"
first time watch this kind of horror movie...
of course it's not fun!!!! scared me a lot!!!!! what a "good" present!
besides that..i've also received many gifts from my friends~

after my birthday...
i spent almost all my time to study for my final in the following week~
haha....that one nothing much can share about....
but within the days...i can feel who is really care of me when i feel tension...
thank who ever helped me in my life...
you guys make my life more coulorful and meaningful~